but we went out for the first time alone on the 24th,
We'd happened so naturally..
and~ we were dating le...
very sweet moments.. he's gentlemen as in very respectful sort..
love his eyes, the way he smiles..
i'd never get bored looking at him..
Day by day i am getting to know him a little better, like revealing each page in a book...
he is someone with a deep content and i admire that..
mature and sensible...
i can't help fallin in love with Gerald,
it just keeps getting better...
hm, this coming weekend its our 2 weeks being together,
so far, i've nothing to complain about, maybe a point which is he still yet to say the magic words...although its simple, but it meant alot to me..
we have a conclusion to our probation period to be a month,
i've already had dreams on him to the future..
i hope he's not another passer by...
May watchers give their blessings for us both to work things out for each other.
Aw.... missing him already.
~Continues on 10/04/2009
A Dream Came True
Refering to my previous post on the 20th Feb this year,
someone lovely really came and pick me up from camp today...
Awww......
My Darling Gerald..
i find him so ravishingly attractive on the road side waiting for me standing by his white car...
its like my dream came true!
Finally someone...
we went to Jurong point.. had dinner there, 'New york New york', a good feast we had..felt so blessed to have such lifestyle, someone you fell for takes initiative and real infront of you...
well, auntie ennough, we went to walk around , only choice that the store is not closed yet, NTUC. its so big, somewhat like Carrefour...
interesting, never been there before...
Then after we ended the night by having a good chat, i realised i 'd understand dar dar a little more better...
Muacks
~Continue another week
Sweet Simple Love
This was taken when we were shopping at Bugis, just as when i'd say ,
Darling, 我们很像没有拍过照片哦？
the sweet thing was his immediate reaction was to take out his phone and snap right away, we were walking ya know?!
From the past guys they will prefer to hide one corner or reply
'there will always be chance de 啦！'
i really appreciate him to contrast as the different one..
really! MuacksssSS
~Continues 18/04/2009
We missed each other so muchHHHHH
i was away for a week for stupid NS training,
Sweet Gerald came fetch from home over to his place,
i'd just can't stop loving him more day by day,
then i permitted him to enter me..
Feeling him inside me,
we've venture ourselves to a new bonding,
Manage to dry him,(although i wish for more, but its alright anyways!)
HAHAHAHAHA! wicked laughter
三炮喔！
He's so gentle, i felt so good and appreciated,
I really enjoy watching him Moan when he can't hold it any longer,
He's movement to hold me away while panting and moaning out,
Soooooo CuteEEEE!!!
~Continues on 19/04/2009
I was so tired out from the day's programme with Da jie and gang, still gotta carry on a hair appointment (rebonding somemore!)
but after i felt so relieveing that darling came pick me up from my client's place,
we went for a filling dinner at Bukit Batok,
then we chatted under my void deck,
my sister and her boyfriend saw us,
then my mum and dad, ( Mum didn't make any bad remarks 喔!)
from the moment he's accepted in me,
i'm already ready to expose him ..
just thinking will he be ready to face my family...
hope he doesn't disappoint me in progressing closer into with my kins...
~Continues on 21/04/2009
Darling is turning more and more chicky like me...
he'd even done the 'one eye brow lift' motion that i always do..
couples really grown to become like each other?
was wearing just a FBT shorts and a sweat singlet to meet him today,
felt rather bare, but i guess he likes it,
this hum sup keeps his eyes glued to my groin throughout,
and keeps tingling my thighs then usual,
i was so hard already,
lol, haha, so embarrassing...
well, its a good thing that i'm catching his attention though...
and i love his attention.
We had dinner at chong pang,
then to Sembawang Park for a relaxing chat,
felt so loving under his arm around me and kissing me...
We ended by midnight, send me home, had a cigg downstairs before we seperated,
i felt so sweet, as he wrap around my waist and kiss me goodbye,
and whisper on my ears "Love Ya!"
for the first time he'd says that!
think i'm too dark now to have him see me blushing...
i felt so pampered, so happy tonight...
~Continues on 22/04/09
I regretted, i really do regretted for letting you read this blog,
the only place that i can share my feelings with,
you became rather sensitive to what i've wrote about my ex in my previous post...
He maybe in my mind at times, but you are in my heart...
Darling, he's just a past,
a past in me, why would i venture into someone who've hurt me and yet not love me anymore?
You're my future, I Love you Gerald, Only you now!
Don't you understand?!
I'd booked out rather late tonight,
walking out the long road to take the only stupid bus,
I've been thinking so hard,
Am I Loosing you already?
so hoping that you're at my side now,
but you didn't seems to wanna see me since last night that i told you i'll be bookin out late tonight..
Your immediate reply was that you're gonna go drink then,
my heart aches...
your replies suddenly stopped and i guessed you've started your night...
had my dinner, tried to watch TV, a hot shower, and yet still nothing from you..
i was hoping a call? silly me, you've not ever made a call to me, only when you've reached some place that we're meeting...
closing my eyes,
listening to my own heartbeat,
feeling the cold wind blows with heavy raindrops from the window,
Hoping that this can't be it right?
~Continues on 24/04/09
Yea, We'd settle down, at midnight of 23rd, Sweet darling gave me a ring,
athough nothing of a special proposal, no flowers, not any sort of luxurious dinner, no music no nothing, was just simply downstairs at my void deck..
I agreed and we are officially engaged..
~Continues on 17/05/09
its been the 3rd happy weekend of rollerblading...
different from the usual sundays, joined in today was with da jie and da sao..
hope they'd burn some fats from the cycling.. hahaha
( 一直吃一直睡啦！si bei jia lat leh. always sleep and eat sleep and eat lah! exercise more lah! )
Sorry people that i had a pause in updating this post since 24th last month
been ups and downs through the days..
My darling and i got closer as each issues arouses..
solving each problems we've had actually builds our bonding together...
Darling is looking for his own apartment already,
i feel so useless without having much to help in,
Only just giving advises here and there,
bringing books on home decos to give him inspirations,
going for house viewings together..
Going Ikea ang lookin for the right renovators...
thinking all the ways to help darling...
I felt so blessed now, its like we're being 小夫妻...
~Continues on 20/05/09
Ahaha, Got 2 days MC from MO o.. got a bad sore throat
more time to spent with dar dar le, but he has to work.. so i'd stayed home..
Darling got to bond with my family, and i'm happy he's mixing well..
drink wine with my family tonight, hope he's not bored of such meeting the in laws..
hehe
~Continues on 21/05/09
I'd cooked today! yea!
I do know how to cook de hor,
just didn't touch the cookin for a long while nia..
even my mum complimented today that i cook better then my sister! haha..
I'd cook simple dishes today ( Ugh.. should have took pictures )
kinda Teochew porridge with alot of side dishes loh..
hope dar dar like it...
Muacks.. lovin him day by day...
and He's so horny today..
Well, i'm horny everyday! hahahahaha :X
~Continues on 24/05/09
Darling felt fat today and he's gonna work hard for his tummy in the gym..
Dar... not to worry, i still love you for what you'll become, we'll grow old together de...
Muacks..
then later in the late afternoon we went to view an apartment,
we had no intention that this unit maybe a good deal..
but out of our expectations, its a good choice..
from the calculations and comparisons to the apartments that we've viewed, its a better deal.
After much discussions with the property agent we decided to give it a go,
and its just we've to wait for an agreement with the seller of the unit..
We had a long day, mostly occupied by the decision of the apartment, we both forgotten that today its our anniversary.. Sad~ although its just our second month, but we've missed it, no one to blame for.. maybe its just fated to be this way...
~Continues on 26/05/09
Both of us felt so low today...
The seller to our great deal has rejected the offer...
sigh, we gotta look for more apartment le...
~Conitnues on 27/05/09
Today i felt the silence from my dear darling..
i'd thought he had second thoughts about me,
maybe he got bored of our lifestyle now,
maybe he got bored of me...
i felt so worried within to what's in his thoughts,
and was told its not within my help to aid what's wrong..
not until much pester to tell me what's going on then he'd reveal..
its because of my home restrictions,
>_<
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.....
...
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I don't know what more to say, with my family under one roof, we have to respect them right?
here we conclude to the level of understanding again...
better off downstairs?
Huh?
i worried so much to end up getting this.
i have myself to blame...
I was feeling so peaceful and bliss and happy,
but now...
ugh...
why do you always have to do this to me? ( *cries )
~Conitnues on 26/11/09
There were ups and downs between the months that i've stopeed posting.
Unnecessary issues from Darling's past made our bond grew stronger,
the trust to his honesty is no longer in doubt.
We've struggled through whatever most obstacles may aroused in a relationship,
and will do the same to whatever may come.
Although Darling Gerald has his imperfections to my expectations as a perfect lover
but i can see he is already trying to make a difference.
Still... maybe its too early to tell...
~continues 17th April
I know inside me, ive already given up writing our story